Suomenlinna and Cyberlove

Today Sini slept her morning with a gorgeous guy so I went fo amorning coffee and nutella crepes with Jouni. :3

Around at noon we met with some CyberCrew outside Kamppi shopping center - for the suprice for Sanna who is leaving her work for school in another city.
Cant forget her face when we went there to say : " Hi, it's a gorgeous day outside - lets go and have a pic nic in Suomenlinna" <3

Minkki had drawn a gorgeous card, our both bosses were there, their dogs, lots of food and loooooooove.


Music Challenge day 17 A song you here often on radio
When driving with Jari we listen to SuomiPop ^_______^

contradictories

 This picture  from BMEzine really under-lined that this summer will be what I needed to. had to fix some work things and
Now I think this feels like a ... normal summer<3
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In my life there's no such thing as "serious business" -relationships, stress, or anything that could be overly dramatic.
Only things I find hard and frustrating are my legs and hair - cause I actually don't know how I want them to look like ending up not being self-confident... muscular or thin ... when wishing my legs to be thin they look lumpy when I want them to be muscular they look fat. When they look muscular they look fat, then they look thin they look very powerless....

 Same with my hair. Red is power, but some how so mainstream and ... bright (which is a thing I often want) Brown is cute but very booooring, black is out of the question cause thats... for real normal for me. Orange is too freaky.... Pink is so... last season with me.
......So I'll try black and orange since tomorrow... let's go with that, if it's too scary i'll just dye it darker or ..red!

Also my body .. Lol I dont know is it the lack of cheerleading or what - I feel that I don't eat much anything but my weight wont get down x_____X Feels like i'm suffering for nothing.... But I'm very hopefull and I'll just wait >:BBBB for the sake of Defqon pants!!!


Today working for Cyber Shop, eating w/ Jari and then begging \:D/

Music Challenge day 15 A song that I loved but now hate
drama, whiny and sad .... yuck

Fit busy with your busy

 Yesterday was a very sloooooow and laaaazyyy daaaay - because of Wednesdays party.  Usually I'm the one first getting ready and cheerful - not suffering from a hangover. Oh god my hair was so tangled and my eyes sour cause of sleeping contacts in my head...................  "Are you ready in 15 minutes my parents are coming?"................................
I was ready in 1 hour - but call me your dream gf when first thing I mention  when coming out the door to meetiyour parents is : " Oh god stairs are bad, LOL my head feels like jelly "
We ate at Dennis some pasta and lemon-mascarpone pie - full tummy for the whole day \:D/
When we came back I took a few hours nap. Played one chapter of Valkyria Chronicles and went back for-real sleep :3 
I had a snap conversation with a friends about  how no one has really time to meet anymore.
I personally dont think this is so serious with me cause I think it more like to be among people not only that I couldn't get myself out of my appartment but into it.
 My days usually goes like this: I go to work at 9am it ends 6 pm and then running to cheer practice which starts at 7pm and ends 10 pm then I'm so tired I go to sleep. Or I spent some hours being social via IRC or FB. And it's enough.
I feel bad if have to schedule my friends to my calendar and it rarely works but I do this: I call my friends if they are available for a coffee. Cause I expect other my friends being busy too.

Today we are going to get the keys to our Töölö apartment, we are not moving yet as we can keep this Ullanlinna apartment until end of the month. We had planned to sleep there and so but let's see what happens :P Good sleep is so i mportant to me <3

And on Sunday I'll go have brunch with Sini ^__________^

Music Challenge day 14 A song that no one would believe me to love

To do before the world explodes

 " You, girl totally do not suffer but enjoy the lack of thinking "what the fuck am I doing, shouldn't do this"

BEGGING
The other day as I saw a Romanian beggar with a cellphone in front of my favorite department store - I got it!
I don't do much than finger my phone all-day long, how about if I'll try to earn aside of it!??

First, remember I'm practicing my English so..... don't judge the language...
Second and the real issue, I don't like the idea that poor foreigners come to Finland and suck our tiny country's tax moneys which could be used in so many other REALLY important like mental care, schools and agriculture etc. But Finland and it's decision-makers are such  miserable wimps who think they will get far by thinking " If we help everyone and do as foreigners want - everything will be better" NOT
Especially if they come in packs and steal our electricity from our backyards, don't want to do work and if majority of them commit crimes!!


...but you don't look Finnish.....
Yes,  that's why I'm angry because Caucasian Finns can easily compartmentalize me with people who come here to be a parasite! When my parents entered Finland - they DID REAL WORK, lived in a house and went to study the super complex language. When I went to school despite of my different religion background  I spent the Christmas and sang carols like all the other kids! My parents didn't come to the school demanding that  they have to quit teaching Finnish  culture because it's not okay in their books.
Nowadays many Finnish schools  have "Winter celebrations" because Christmas MIGHT BE offensive to some...

When in Rome, Do as Romans Do - Welcome to Finland if you think working for your bread is normal.

Motive
 So, why do beggars come to Finland,  to a land where you don't really need to beg, have free doctors and you can line up for free food.

Actions
I made a honest sign ( I expect all the Romanian beggars having a15 y/o pregnant girls at home, sad) wanted    vodka for tonight and I need money for a puppy. I have studied that beggars have their life story to drag more empathy.

Mine was telling that I work, I'm Finnish, I have graduated, I don't spend anyone's taxes and their coins don't support organized criminality. And I'm nice. ....Nothing sad really.

As I dislike the appearance of beggars, I decided to put make up and some effort to my hair.

Had to find a spot, I knew many bypassers is good, well the best places I imagined were taken either by someone with a real talent or products or by Romanian beggars. So I took place next to a crowded intersection in heart of Helsinki where people stop in traffic lights!

Instead of sitting, being sad and praying - did this my style. Standing, smiling, waving my hands and swinging my hips once in a while.

Outcome
Most of the reactions are of course "WTF" "Must be a bridal shower" but the most pleasing thing was that this made people laugh and smile. People were taking pictures and stopped to talk with me - But zero Street Passes   (｡_｡) ~ 

I was a new competitor and it was very noticeable that Romanians walked by very often to check how I was doing, even from a car...( you must be so poor to drive a car in Finland, oh well stealing makes life cheap)

After 1 hour and 40 minutes I managed to get 27 euros and 50 cents!! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ  ... and bottles.
That's better than my hourly pay and no taxes!! I must do this more often...                       

 

 After working in Gamestop since 10 am, begging for almoust 2 hours we went with Jouni and Saija ( and her friends)  to Bar Bäkkäri where GROOM was helding a party with free drinks!!

Next to free drinks I love: men with stylish cuts, muscles, tattoos and ultimate handsomenesssss~
What a fantastic place to spot all those listed things! A party held by a barber chain with a rock twist! AWESOMESS!!

 Usually I'm not into heavier rock music - but Bar Bäkkäri ( which is btw  Bar Backstaged translated into finnish)  has selected all the best songs and it's always a good boogie at there!!!
Got wasted, met the most wonderful people and found a new favorite live band! Madcraft!!! 

They covered my ultimate favorite song Blink 182's All the small things and Nettiin by Jenni Vartiainen! <3

Got a vegetarian drumstick !! And that's Jenny's finger btw... naughty naughty!!

Mini-Saija, Jouni, and all the cute boys and girls I met - thank you!

Music Challenge day 13 a song that is a guilty pleasure 


AND ..... A video/band/song which I like after seeing it at Bäkkäri!



...must be my longest blog entry evaaaaahh!111111111111111111

Power money fame sex

 ... Is the new book I'm currently reading. This is going to be a photo load - as I need to hurry for work.
Yesterday I met Jari early in the morning, picked up Jani and Juha came later.

                           ~~~ヾ(＾∇＾) WE PAINTED THE PARTY WAGOOOON!!!!! (ﾉ´∀｀*)ﾉ  

Today a whole day working with games - hope it's not busy because of Ascension day.
Also I have to prepare stuff for my begging session....  Later more about it ;))
After that I go to Bar Bäkkäri w/ Mini Saijaaaa!!!


Music Challenge day 10 a song that makes me fall asleep

Music Challenge day 11 a song from my favorite band
I have many favorite bands... but here's one

Music Challenge day 12 a song from a band I hate
 

All this time

How is it possible to  this grumpy just after waking up. See someones face and remember all my worries at once. It's not weekend anymore. It's not saying 46kg anymore and I kind of want to revenge it to myself because of someone else, I can tell myself I'm doing something "because he makes me  do it" - and everything is just better for awhile.

little girl
pick yourself up 
don't blame the world

We are going to move this weekend, not much packed yet. I rather feel myself tiny and helpless and sink to a tub of ice cream.Maybe I'll give today my new controller and Valkyria Chronicles a try. Not forgetting I need to scketch something to our van-sessions ( painting Jari's car) !!!- "things that want to me to go home and suck up this surely bad day at work"

Music Challenge day 09 a song that you can dance to 
in fact I can dance to  ANY music, but lets go with this as this is spinnable with a pole

A weekend in Kerava residence

Yesterday I got ready for my co-worker's (at CyberShop) School uniform picnic - I chose a kogal/kogyaru way - collared shirt, ribbon, pleated skirt, loafers ( had only "kind-of" ones..) loose sweater and socks.
The picnic turned to be held inside in her apartment cause of the cold weather. Met lots of new interesting people and filled my tummy with delicious carrot rolls and blueberry pastries <3


In the evening I went to my GameStop co-worker's place to try out our Defqon tent!
His place is awesome and the backyard is gigantic. The tent was set in a few minutes and we watched the whole evening video-clips /w animals. Dispite of the wind and chilly weather - and the fact I *haaaate* cold we spent the night in the tent. Exciting and childish - slept well.
This 6.00¨ man is approved Defqon companyyyyy ＼(＾▽＾*)


After a delicious breakfast we drove to Solvalla aboard my two other team mates to our stunt and acrobat rich practice ^^ Lately our team moments have been full of fun and... some very new enthusiastic spirit!!! For warm-up we have dodge ball ( something surprisingly new) and a reallyyy thorough warm-up meant for doing acrobat - where everybody was allowed to do things that they really didn't know yet like running stunts or standings, I chose simply the back tuck - love it. :3 As stunts we did liberties w/ 2 bases and big A's.


Cheer photos by Laura Larmi

ps. I dislike lying scales............................... "lucky" it's weekdays again and I can sweat over what i stuff my mouth with.

Music Challenge day 08 A song that you know all the words to simply thinking this way, also I were at Avril's Helsinki gig where I lost my voice while singing along