... Is the new book I'm currently reading. This is going to be a photo load - as I need to hurry for work.
Yesterday I met Jari early in the morning, picked up Jani and Juha came later.
~~~ヾ(＾∇＾) WE PAINTED THE PARTY WAGOOOON!!!!!(ﾉ´∀｀*)ﾉ
Today a whole day working with games - hope it's not busy because of Ascension day.
Also I have to prepare stuff for my begging session.... Later more about it ;))
After that I go to Bar Bäkkäri w/ Mini Saijaaaa!!!
Music Challenge day 10 a song that makes me fall asleep
Music Challenge day 11 a song from my favorite band I have many favorite bands... but here's one
How is it possible to this grumpy just after waking up. See someones face and remember all my worries at once. It's not weekend anymore. It's not saying 46kg anymore and I kind of want to revenge it to myself because of someone else, I can tell myself I'm doing something "because he makes me do it" - and everything is just better for awhile.
little girl
pick yourself up don't blame the world
We are going to move this weekend, not much packed yet. I rather feel myself tiny and helpless and sink to a tub of ice cream.Maybe I'll give today my new controller and Valkyria Chronicles a try. Not forgetting I need to scketch something to our van-sessions ( painting Jari's car) !!!- "things that want to me to go home and suck up this surely bad day at work"
Music Challenge day 09 a song that you can dance to in fact I can dance to ANY music, but lets go with this as this is spinnable with a pole
Yesterday I got ready for my co-worker's (at CyberShop) School uniform picnic - I chose a kogal/kogyaru way - collared shirt, ribbon, pleated skirt, loafers ( had only "kind-of" ones..) loose sweater and socks. The picnic turned to be held inside in her apartment cause of the cold weather. Met lots of new interesting people and filled my tummy with delicious carrot rolls and blueberry pastries <3
In the evening I went to my GameStop co-worker's place to try out our Defqon tent! His place is awesome and the backyard is gigantic. The tent was set in a few minutes and we watched the whole evening video-clips /w animals. Dispite of the wind and chilly weather - and the fact I *haaaate* cold we spent the night in the tent. Exciting and childish - slept well. This 6.00¨ man is approved Defqon companyyyyy ＼(＾▽＾*)
After a delicious breakfast we drove to Solvalla aboard my two other team mates to our stunt and acrobat rich practice ^^ Lately our team moments have been full of fun and... some very new enthusiastic spirit!!! For warm-up we have dodge ball ( something surprisingly new) and a reallyyy thorough warm-up meant for doing acrobat - where everybody was allowed to do things that they really didn't know yet like running stunts or standings, I chose simply the back tuck - love it. :3 As stunts we did liberties w/ 2 bases and big A's.
Cheer photos by Laura Larmi ps. I dislike lying scales............................... "lucky" it's weekdays again and I can sweat over what i stuff my mouth with.
Music Challenge day 08 A song that you know all the words to simply thinking this way, also I were at Avril's Helsinki gig where I lost my voice while singing along
Yesterday I again woke up with the most delight feeling! Had already a itch for a good day! Started with sewing - finished actually the hoodie and short set yesterday! Brought some cake to Game Stop and oof I went to continue my evening shift to CyberShop, Kamppi. We've go loads of new stuff especially from Hell Bunny which are extremely adorable! Every time I'm working there I want to either stretch my lobes more with those colorful tunnels or just put all the salary I got back to the store ;)
Yesterday, it was confirmed that we get the Töölö apartment. I'm adaptive to place to place, but some how it's still left me wobbly though it's a step - this whole summer actually - will be financially a big step closer to "Christmas in Japan". ( Which was an idea when i catched again in the morning I had to wear all redwhite :P) Cause I have been for YEARSSSS wanted to go there, and this spring was too catastrophic for them..... AND I LOOOOOOOOOOVE Christmas!!! So it will be the best combination everrrrr!!! ／人◕‿‿◕人＼
Today's the school uniform day!!! And tenting!! I have a nostalgic feeling of sleep-overs now :3
Music Challenge day 07 a song that reminds me of a certain event This was released at assembly but this remainds me of Breakpoint, crowd and decrease of drunkness
I should finish this layout before going to Defqon... Skinny girl diet sucks in my case, I eat normally all the calories "allowed" only for breakfast .__.
I'm for an exchange wondering over my hair color. Perhaps I should decide to dye to be 2-toned like brown and blond... there's not much colors i think that goes with a brown hair color than blond...
Evening shifts are definitely me - I feel more lively, more myself. This last couple of days I have been sewing things for Defqon: A funny pack, which needs still a Hello Kitty patch and a strap. And out of the fabric found last summer a hoodie and a pair of (literally) shorts :3
Today I'm going to work at Cyber Shop, before that some cleaning and filling up some papers to denounce my apartment - but I'm going to save the papers until I hear about the other apartment. *zignk*
Music challenge day 06 a song that reminds me of somewhere Autobahn, spring, noon, sandy colors, computer car and a man who didn't smile. I can still feel the speed and my exhaustion, feeling like a tiny child being taken to a place where I wasn't ready yet.
Was a stormy night in my head. It's easier to write in the morning, instead of thinking the whole day what to write instead of "what just happened", yesterday sounds so much better. I'm gathering around me stuff which counts days. Calories, music, exercise diaries.. This day is named 500.
This morning I have been sewing a pair of cute pants for me, which I imagine wearing on the trip to Travemunde- and then forward to Defqon. Last night got a huuuuuge tantrum about Jouni wanting a dog over ferrets. ( My family has a ferret ) Simply can't consider or believe US having a dog. It has always been MY dream, ME taking care of dogs, MINE everything. He is the kid who wants a hamster but doesn't really understand what that wanting is. But he wants it because I demand it. In the other hand this dream having a dog would help me be 45kg until Defqon. I should walk a imagination dog 3 times a day, it keeps me busy reading dog books etc. I've always thought that it's impossible to be able to take care of someone else if you are not well and satisfied in yourself.
Music Challenge day 05 a song that reminds me of someone stingy eyes, bad mouth, a strong body with me in a bath tub, the tub in a room full of smoke
Got these awesome pictures taken by Nelly Tatti at the latest Helsinki Ink '11 convention.
Today I... felt thinner, cried at work, played Fallout 3 with our apprentice in our backroom. Ate strawberries and one falafel-hamburg. Felt ugly - I wonder how some people whose blogs I read manage to go thru days only with fluids. If I wont get breakfast I get grumpy... when I haven't eat enough I will take the triple amount of food in the evening for sure.
Jouni just checked out one appartment in Töölö - which seems to be huge, with a unpractical layout but with a good location!
Waiting for the weekend. Friday with Cyber and Joona Nikiseni pullonavaajaiseni. On Saturday a huge school uniform picnic and trying out our tent for Defqon. Summer is definitely here!
Also talked with one friend located in Middle East - sound like Oktoberfest brings us together!
Yesterday it was like my mood. a 200kg cash safe dumped in front of my face - deal with it.
Felt like I haven't been in practice for a ages!! We did partner stunts and quite free acrobatic. Was fun. For a long time I felt like I didn't want those practice ever to end. I felt so happy an alive!
Music challenge day 3 a song that makes me happy saw a video a while ago where there was bunch of ferrets and this music. Jolly animals <3
I saw Sucker Punch for the second time yesterday. Call it faux or commercial I'm over whelmed of the Rrriot attitude!
This morning I felt like... being scared of myself. Little by little I have been this feeling that people who first made me happy are slowly suffocating me. I don't spend time with my family or other friends - I actually have to schedule them, I feel like I'm forced to please to all of them - like they don't realize I have only the same 24hours in my own day.
I miss Turku girls, colours. Jari told me I should wear more orange.
Today we went to a apartment display in central of Helsinki. The location was great, but the apartment was poor, very low and dark.
Despite the fact I don't want to be anywhere be permanent, I kinda need to anchor myself somewhere in the name of practicality. Maybe this kind of a sacrifice will let me travel more and be free in future.
.. gotta love iPhone4 for making it possible to catch these kind of moments ^______^
Yesterday, a similar day at work like the whole week but first time with a good mood. We drove to Kerava at Jari's place to eat and get some of my jewelery project started. In the evening we headed to Playground ( which is just across the street where I live) one of our Defqon 1 crew mate, Jani, was throwing a set there. Playground is cool, and the floor was full for Jani - I so wonder how he felt like seeing everybody dancing like that!! So couple of other friends and didn't even dance myself until exhaustion. We left Playground around 3am, ate the most bizarre falafel bread and wandered our way threw the church's park home with Jari. Having a talk about restoring, church art, trams... When we arrived Jouni was already preparing a place for jari and we both passed out.
This morning at 8am saw the most perky side of both guys - ever! We were going to have brunch on 10 and Jari went to check his sister's new car. Fazer's breakfast has been my favorite and will be forever. Though Dylan had more jams, different salads and a large tea selection, Fazer's breakfast beats Dylan because of cakes and on Sundays they also offer pancakes, chocolate sauce and cream!
Few days ago I bothered to wake up early and actually do something to my hair. Seriously, I dont understand those "gyaru-fanatics" who go through the all hassle with curling their hair every morning - it does look nice and cute but it goes without saying that it's a time sucker!
I have kind of a woman -crisis... One guy told me that high heels bring an extra whip to a girls style. Usually I don't care and I love colorful sneakers, but then... it's true. And actually I have so many pairs of nice heels but cause of my work and nolifeisness haven't got any good reason to have a foxy walk. Music Challenge Day 01 - My favorite Song
Have been celebrating for the whole week Finland's most fresh championship in hockey. I have let it been visible by wearing blue-white hair bows and by wearing theme colored wear at practice ;P Today was our last time performing our routine in our teams spring show, a bunch of us are planning to quit - kind of nervous who will I still see at next weeks practice on Tuesday.
My one most insane challenges are loosing 5 kg - the ones i gained in Israel and London. But how on earth can i stay on my track as i lack of self control. Taking advantage on our customers who buy me ice cream, cause i want to and as I fancy the idea of having a brunch on every weekend. Lucky that Dylan's bistro had not-so-tasty-and-moist cakes.... So I didn't eat twice of all of the different kinds. Last week it happened to me, I ate too much and threw up. I love eating.
As Spring is passing, Summer is coming there's also things to be prioritized. Feelings and thing I have to ditch. I love driving with mr. J, Huge Dude. He makes me feel so lively and tired for laughing but in the other hand i still feel like a smoushy eggplant. I know why but I don't want to believe to the truth, cause Gaga also hates it.
Constantly still thinking aside of all these dorama, that most important points this summer are to just get along with everybody, getting thinner and... be a better cheerleader!!
